first time too many.

for the first time i felt this way.

for the first time i lose control.

for the first time i had inspiration.

for the first time i had hope.

for the first time the smile had worn out.

for the first time i cant ignore.

for the first time i fall hard.

for the first time i cant refuse.

for the first time i lose myself.

for the first time i dunno how to do it.

for the first time the ignorance had been ignored.

for the first time i cant conceal.

for the first time i cant think straight.

for the first time i couldnt care less.

for the first time i just dont know.