M.U.E.T.

time : 10.21 p.m
location : AC 125
mood : not so gay
listening to : the kooks - naive
am supposed to : study



M.U.E.T

Malaysia University English Exam

tomorrow i'm sitting 4 it.
dunno why we hav to sit 4 this muet thing.
after the ept i dont feel like taking any english exams.
but then i hav to take this muet.

the muet's tomorrow and i am here writing in my blog.
i can hear keyna, myza, anis n nell talking from here.
they're discussing abt the muet sample papers they've got.
they also have some muet books tht i didnt bother to take a look at.

n i'm still here.
i've got to admit it.
i don't like studying.
but then who does.
i hope i can gain more self-conciousness n study harder.
ahaha.



n one more thing.
the results for the streamlining has jst been pinned up.
i got in the applied arts and design course.
tho i asked for the architecture course.
i guess i didnt really hav a prob for the applied arts course.
i would love to major in interior design or perhaps industrial design mayb.
it's jst tht my parents wanted me to take archi.
better prospects i guess.
i wouldnt mind too.
jst too bad tht i didnt make it in archi.
n i jst cant make up my mind yet.
wether to appeal for the archi or jst stick to applied arts.
i guess i'll do some solat istikharah.
well lets destiny do its work.

go.

go on.



i don't care.



tht's why i am wht i am.



go on.



i hope i don't care.



tht's why i'm always me.



go on.



because i know.



tht's why i wished i don't care.



really, go on.



i'm used to it anyway.

sy rindu kamu.

time : 9.14 pm

location : next to hajar, AC 125, mahallah aisyah, cfsiium

mood : gay

listening to : hajar's singing

probably should be : studying arabic (mid term exam is two days away)





here i wanna post the song i wrote 4 my sygs probably a year ago.

it is called the besties song.

we are friends wherever we are
we'd still be one even though we are far
i wrote this song when u came into my mind
feels complete when you're by my side

to all my friends
would u like to know
how i feel about u all this time
u made my world go round n filled my heart with joy
and i could never wanna let u down

we had ups and downs in our time
we even fight because of our probs in life
but we stick together and we realize
we are apples in each others' eyes.

sy rindu kamu semua!

sgt2!

ana uhibbu antum shadid!



to lily, faz, far, pypa, adeal, faa, hzq,nzm n sume yg disayangi.

sy syg kamu.



termasuk rakan2ku di cfs juga.

ana uhibbu antum shadid aidan oke!

bwat pengetahuan syg2kuh

skarang sy sedang menceburkan diri dlm bidang guitar.

blaja sndr saje.

xnk main keyboard jek.

terima kasih kpd hadi a.k.a guru guitar sambilan yg mmberi dorongan.

wlupown tidak seberapa bagus tp aku sgt gembira.

dan ingin kukatakn sekali lg.

sy syg kamu semua oke.

slumber bummer.

when i was in class but my head isn't






when i just lay in bed hoping to get some sleep but could'nt






when i kept losing the track of time






when i walked so slowly between classes






when i always made up excuses to go out in public






when i thought the arabic classes are just not enough






when i felt tht time is running out






when i wished that i would bump into everyone i know






when i felt like wandering around for no reason






when i wished i can distract my mind into thinking of something else






when i tried to contain it but didn't manage to






when i can't forget every little dream i had






when i wished tht those dreams will come true






when i looked at every direction every few minutes






when i felt the stupidity is overwhelming






don't blame me.