thursday, 28th may 09.

time : 11.00 p.m.
location : my room, home.
mood : so gay
listening to : the kooks


hari ni pegi ambik sijil spm kat skolah.
drove to the tailor's to drop off my jeans n then straight to my school.
smk putrajaya p16 (1).
feels kinda weird + awkward walking into the school alone.
i havent been in the school compound since the spm results.
havent changed much i think.
but there r more notice boards being put up now.
i entered the office n asked for th spm certificate.

kerani : nk ape?

me : err, nk ambik sijil spm.

kerani : spm thn bile?

me : spm 2007.

kerani : tgu kat dpn.

me : ok.

kerani : lahir thn bpe?

me : 1991

kerani : eyh ni yg lahir thn 1990 punye.

me : err, sy bdk lompat.

kerani : ouh ok.



i signed n took th spm certificate.
hmm, xfriendly sgt kerani tuh.


then i drove home.


da smpai uma buhsan xtaw nk bwatpe.
on tv.
tgk jam.
pukul 1.
tgk oprah la.
mama balik.
mama tgk mende2 kat dpur.


mama : along nih ade mende2 nk bwat kuih cornflakes nih. bile nk bwat?

me : eyh ade ek? ahh biar along bwat jela skang. bkn tgh bwatpe pown.

mama : ok.


tgh2 dlm proses, nadzmi blk dr skola.



nadzmi : along bwat kuih cornflakes ek? sedapnye.

me : aah, nk tolong?

nadzmi : nk!

me : nah sprinkle nih kat ats.

nadzmi : ok.

the easiest n fastest kuih to do.

my parents n me went to alamanda to buy mama her bday present.
her bday is on the 30th may.
mama wants a handbag.
mama chose a black sling bag.
i know my mom's taste.
she doesnt like the normal handbags moms usually use.
she says they're too old people-ish.
then abah also got me a bag.
then he buys a luggage bag for us to go to miri n for him to go to korea.

" it's not the places you go, it's the people you meet."

-discovery travel and living-

hey.

hey, just so you know. i havent got the guts.

happy birthday adeal.

time : 11.40 p.m.
location : home
mood : happy
listening to : the radio
am supposed to : do whtever i want. it's the holidays!



adeal's birhday is on the 17th of may.
tp kitorg nk celebrate hari ni.
at about 8 a.m. i picked up pypa from p16.
then we borak2 at my house smpai kul 11 kot.
after tht pegi rumah adeal.
otw out we met syasya's bf n adeal's new scandal :P
then we went straight to ptrjy cntral.

we waited for the bus.
got on one n we borak2 in the bus.
then bile da smpai monorail kl cntral, sume xtrun.
dgn confident kami nk trun kat dpn kl cntral.
tgk2 bas tuh xstop pown dpn kl cntral.
kitorg pown berasa agk kecewa n trun kat central market.
dgn perasaan hampa kitorg naik putra dr cm pegi kl cntral blk.
yela nk jmpe bf pypa ismail kat kl cntral.
huh mmbazir rm1ku.
ahaha.

smpai kl cntral trus ambik monorail pegi bb.
smpai dpn pav adeal berkata,

"omg pav omg pav (sarcastically)"

ahaha.
kitorg window shopped 4 a while.
then we headed to the red box.
kim, ayer, sara, ame n shaid r waiting for us there.
surprise for adeal.
she doesnt know they were there.
n there were a huge box of cupcakes dedicated to her.
we sang her a happy birthday song.
we booked the room for 3 hrs.
nyanyi smpai sakit tekak.
terlampau bersemangat :D


after tht they planned to watch a muvie.
too bad i had to go home already.
so i couldnt join them.
we said gdbye to each other.
hugs n kisses :*
then pypa n ismail walked me to the bb station n i said gdbye to them there.
rinduu gle ouh kat mereka <33
lame gle xjmpe.
n lame gle da x karaoke.
ahaha.
then i went straight home.
end of journey for the day :)

studio 8.

studio 8.

studioku yg byk berjasa selama ku di cfs.

i just wanna say thnx to our studio master bro zul.
yg da byk berkorban utk kitorg.
yg kdg2 agk blur dgn design sndr.
mule2 kitorg knal bro mmg kecut perut.
blm ape2 da kene tengking.
hee.
tp kitorg taw niat bro baik.
we will nvr forget u bro :D

n x lupe gak kpd studio master xlangsung studio 8.
thnx mdm rabeah, miss liza.
time bro zul xde mereka la tmpt kami bergantung.
ketika kami bagai kucing jalanan yg terbiar,
mereka la yg kutip kami.
hee.
thnx again :D


n kpd adik beradik studio 8.
lps nih kami akn ambik jln msg2.
tp kami tetap kanak2 studio 8.

studio 8 nih da jd bilik kedua kami.
hampir setiap jam kami habiskn di studio 8.

bro zul's army :

- akram ( studio rep )
- bona
- azhar
- faiz
- aideel
- nasrun
- zul
- aizuddin ( bekas keluarga studio 8)

- hidayah
- anis
- nana
- jannah
- syaza
- mariam
- najiah
- mcd
- jatu
- izati
- munirah
- liyana karim
- aireen

all of us will take our different paths.
but we are still one n will always be.
i love each n everyone of u.
until we meet again :D

bro zul.

studio 8 di pj hilton.



studio 8 semasa mahabbah day.



studio 8 di lembah azwen

video lembah azwen

lagi video lembah azwen

hari2 terakhir di cfs.

well, hari ni last day di cfs.
exam arab pown hari ni.
rase sedikit pilu kot nk meninggalkn cfs.
yela mcm2 da dilalui kat sni.

after exam arab td trus blk bilik n truskn packing.
pulangkn kunci n punggah brg2 trun bwh.
nasib baik tingkat 1 jek.
rase sedih pulak meninggalkn rakan2 sebilik juga bkn sebilik.
juga rakan2 sestudio dan sekelas arab.
hee.

moga berjumpa lg.
ila liqa'.
masalamah.
fursah saidah.

mlm terakhir d cfs bersama rakan sebilik juga bkn sebilik.
(captured by : org yg xdikenali)

kau.

kau buta pancainderaku.

first time too many.

for the first time i felt this way.

for the first time i lose control.

for the first time i had inspiration.

for the first time i had hope.

for the first time the smile had worn out.

for the first time i cant ignore.

for the first time i fall hard.

for the first time i cant refuse.

for the first time i lose myself.

for the first time i dunno how to do it.

for the first time the ignorance had been ignored.

for the first time i cant conceal.

for the first time i cant think straight.

for the first time i couldnt care less.

for the first time i just dont know.

the word is.

exist.invisible.ignore.

worn out smile.

since yesterday i started wondering why i cant do it.
i have done it loads of time before.
i can do it throughout secondary school.
with no failure.
but for the first time in my life i failed.
i lose control of myself.
n i dunno why.
why now.